Post by theblackcat on Oct 17, 2022 18:43:03 GMT -5
i've been talking to this guy since May. We used to work at the same company now I no longer work there. He was the first one to start talking to me over FB. He pretty much try to impress me with all his skills (He sure did impress me).
I never really dated before, and usually no guys gives me any attention and rejects me right away. One of the reason probably because i'm a Virgin. I was straight honest with him, he did not say anything, other than, I do not want to take away your virginity. I said, fair enough and did not do a big deal out of it. ( I mean I'm 30 he is 40). But he kept talking, Everything from small convos to NSFW stuff. But never did he force me to do it, everything on my own will. Since I knew him from my last workplace, he was not really nice with everybody else, with me the total opposite.
There is time that we are not in contact he has 2 jobs, and out of the blue he texts me at different times of the night, texts like good night, good evening etc. He even Drunk text me around 2 am on weekend few times ( which I do not mind).
The First few times we talked (back in May) he said he was not looking for a lover, I said I was find with that and never said anything back for that. The reason was he is extremely busy has 2 jobs ( Yes he does). If we are in no contacts, he sometime ask me if I met someone, or if I still fantasied about him ( obviously). Every-time he goes silent he comes back to me asking the same questions that I answer multiple times.
I have a feeling that he is hiding his feeling from me, and each time he feel something bigger he goes away. ( Note I never slept with yet.. But If I have the chance I will.) I'm I wrong of thinking he likes me and hides it.
I never really dated before, and usually no guys gives me any attention and rejects me right away. One of the reason probably because i'm a Virgin. I was straight honest with him, he did not say anything, other than, I do not want to take away your virginity. I said, fair enough and did not do a big deal out of it. ( I mean I'm 30 he is 40). But he kept talking, Everything from small convos to NSFW stuff. But never did he force me to do it, everything on my own will. Since I knew him from my last workplace, he was not really nice with everybody else, with me the total opposite.
There is time that we are not in contact he has 2 jobs, and out of the blue he texts me at different times of the night, texts like good night, good evening etc. He even Drunk text me around 2 am on weekend few times ( which I do not mind).
The First few times we talked (back in May) he said he was not looking for a lover, I said I was find with that and never said anything back for that. The reason was he is extremely busy has 2 jobs ( Yes he does). If we are in no contacts, he sometime ask me if I met someone, or if I still fantasied about him ( obviously). Every-time he goes silent he comes back to me asking the same questions that I answer multiple times.
I have a feeling that he is hiding his feeling from me, and each time he feel something bigger he goes away. ( Note I never slept with yet.. But If I have the chance I will.) I'm I wrong of thinking he likes me and hides it.
