Post by overthemoon on Nov 23, 2021 1:28:02 GMT -5
I'm honestly am so confused with everything right now. Basically, I have this friend that I met this year (I will call him C) we were able to get close pretty fast, we talk everyday and hangout after school a lot. I have these other friends that I've known for years and they have started to ship C and I together. At first I thought that it was funny and didn't take it seriously but overtime I've started to develop feelings for C and my other friends are all very happy about it. They like to tease me about C and tell me that there is plenty of proof to him liking me back, but idk why I feel like he doesn't like me. Like, I just feel like he's a really nice person, but my other friends tell me that he's not like that with them but I feel like they're just reading into his actions too much.
I started to do things for him, after school we sometimes have language classes together and when he cant come I put candy in his locker. I try to show him that I like him because I want him to like me back. I don't know why, but I just don't think he likes me in that way. Like, no matter how much I want to believe that he feels the same I just feel like he doesn't. And I don't think that being in a relationship with him would be bad, I think it would be great, but I think its unrealistic. And because of these thoughts I stay up late at night thinking about something that I don't think is possible.
Whenever he texts my heart starts to speed up and whenever I see him I get happy. I love his laugh and his smile, he does this thing when we're talking, if he says something and then I laugh he looks at me and starts to laugh too. Idk i just feel like it's too good to be true, and I don't want to get my hopes up and then be hurt. I honestly think that It's my fear of losing him as a friend that's holding me back and preventing me from thinking that he would ever like me. Am I just overthinking everything?
I started to do things for him, after school we sometimes have language classes together and when he cant come I put candy in his locker. I try to show him that I like him because I want him to like me back. I don't know why, but I just don't think he likes me in that way. Like, no matter how much I want to believe that he feels the same I just feel like he doesn't. And I don't think that being in a relationship with him would be bad, I think it would be great, but I think its unrealistic. And because of these thoughts I stay up late at night thinking about something that I don't think is possible.
Whenever he texts my heart starts to speed up and whenever I see him I get happy. I love his laugh and his smile, he does this thing when we're talking, if he says something and then I laugh he looks at me and starts to laugh too. Idk i just feel like it's too good to be true, and I don't want to get my hopes up and then be hurt. I honestly think that It's my fear of losing him as a friend that's holding me back and preventing me from thinking that he would ever like me. Am I just overthinking everything?
