why me.

.....I got rejected 2 times. I recently just got rejected AGAIN. I liked him for a long time and I thought he liked me back Also I never dated and I never had my first kiss too. I'm 15, I'm confident and I love myself & I personally think I'm gorgeous. OH LOL ALSO HES ALSO CURRENTLY DATING SOMEONE 😔

I seriously don't know how to act or feel anymore. I've never been loved or appreciated by anyone. I have never been important to anyone... I've always wanted to be with someone that loves me as much as I love them. Am I just not lovable? Is it because I'm different? Oh yeah, I'm a really different girl. I'm not your usual girl. I don't wear make up, I HATE it. I don't even have any friends lol. I also love myself- 🙄lmao also at school I'm invisible and everyone considers me as the "shy quiet girl"


....Anyways I got rejected again and I just feel so down and sad. I don't know what to do anymore. My life in general is pretty sad lol. I don't go outside at all. I'm stuck inside my apartment :''//

I just don't understand. Why does all these bad things happen to me? I have a huge heart and I am honestly really caring & sweet. 😔😔

.....There's just always someone better than me.

What did I do to deserve any of this?