Post by avianna on Oct 2, 2020 17:13:34 GMT -5
So basically... I moved schools last year. Everything seemed to be okay at first.
Until I attended my first science class. We were assigned seating and the guy that was supposed to sit next to me blatantly refused! He embarrassed me in front of everyone and begged the teacher to move anywhere else but here.
In the end I ended up volunteering to sit at the front of the class at a desk alone. I just wanted the scene to end.
Anyway eventually we were allowed to sit anywhere we wanted. I stuck to my usual spot and the guy and his friend always sat behind me. He would kick my seat and rest his feet on the back of it. I usually was the type to answer questions in class and loved to get good grades.I was probably also considered the teachers per... which he hated. I was competitive and wanted the best. He hated when I answered correctly and got the best grades and would pick on/make fun of me because if it. Not in a joking way, like eye rolling and name calling and laughing with his friends/whispering to them. Im that stupid though that whenever he needed help with work or needed to borrow someone’s laptop I would oblige.
However he was totally different. He was the sporty type that wasn’t good at school and hated learning. He usually just spoke all the way through class and was surrounded by girls. He had a reputation of being the friendliest boy in school! “Everyone’s best friend”. However I seemed to be the only one not experiencing that.
At one point I even heard him telling his friends that “avianna must be sleeping with the teacher because he’s always nice to her and treating her special”. It’s ridiculously inappropriate and made me feel sick. All I wanted was to learn and I’ve just always communicated with adults better.
I was doing really well in school and was offered the opportunity to move up a grade. The guy came up to me that day with girls hanging off him to ask if it’s true and if I would be moving. He seemed to really hope that I would. It’s like he hated me? (I never ended up moving, my family thought it would be better to try and stay with people my own age).
Anyway he would pick and ignore on and off through the whole year... which made it hell.
On the last day of school, we had sport day and it was ballroom dancing. Great. I ended up partnering with a default guy next to me.
Half way through we were allowed to dance with whoever we wanted. My partner’s girlfriend wanted to swap with me. To my horror I ended up with the guy that picked on me!
Except I didn’t get what I was expecting. He didn’t say a word. No comment or eye roll. He just took his gloves off and held one hand out sincerely. I didn’t want to go near him but my teacher said I would need to be “mature” if I wanted to maintain my A grade.
So I was forced to parter with him. He held my hands gently, and placed his thumbs on top of my hands. Still not a word, he stares at me. No smile or any expression. It was just the most intense gaze I have ever seen. He towers over me, I keep breaking the gaze by turning my head away but every time I looked back his eyes were still in the same place, burning a hole through me! I’ve never seen anyone so fixated on anything so intensely, it’s like I was the only person in the room with him. I look up into his eyes and his pupils were dilated and his jaw was tight. So serious.
I felt really awkward and flushed bright red. I ended up saying “I think we’re doing it!” And he responded “it just feels natural”. They’re the only words he had said to me the whole time. The dance went on for about 15-20 minutes but it felt like hours.
He was really close to me, like I felt suffocated. His hands were sweating by the end of session.
That was also what turned out to be his last day of school. He dropped out and got a job. I never saw him again. Never heard anything.
I just still to this day wonder what I had done to make him dislike me so much.
What do you guys think? What was his deal?
Until I attended my first science class. We were assigned seating and the guy that was supposed to sit next to me blatantly refused! He embarrassed me in front of everyone and begged the teacher to move anywhere else but here.
In the end I ended up volunteering to sit at the front of the class at a desk alone. I just wanted the scene to end.
Anyway eventually we were allowed to sit anywhere we wanted. I stuck to my usual spot and the guy and his friend always sat behind me. He would kick my seat and rest his feet on the back of it. I usually was the type to answer questions in class and loved to get good grades.I was probably also considered the teachers per... which he hated. I was competitive and wanted the best. He hated when I answered correctly and got the best grades and would pick on/make fun of me because if it. Not in a joking way, like eye rolling and name calling and laughing with his friends/whispering to them. Im that stupid though that whenever he needed help with work or needed to borrow someone’s laptop I would oblige.
However he was totally different. He was the sporty type that wasn’t good at school and hated learning. He usually just spoke all the way through class and was surrounded by girls. He had a reputation of being the friendliest boy in school! “Everyone’s best friend”. However I seemed to be the only one not experiencing that.
At one point I even heard him telling his friends that “avianna must be sleeping with the teacher because he’s always nice to her and treating her special”. It’s ridiculously inappropriate and made me feel sick. All I wanted was to learn and I’ve just always communicated with adults better.
I was doing really well in school and was offered the opportunity to move up a grade. The guy came up to me that day with girls hanging off him to ask if it’s true and if I would be moving. He seemed to really hope that I would. It’s like he hated me? (I never ended up moving, my family thought it would be better to try and stay with people my own age).
Anyway he would pick and ignore on and off through the whole year... which made it hell.
On the last day of school, we had sport day and it was ballroom dancing. Great. I ended up partnering with a default guy next to me.
Half way through we were allowed to dance with whoever we wanted. My partner’s girlfriend wanted to swap with me. To my horror I ended up with the guy that picked on me!
Except I didn’t get what I was expecting. He didn’t say a word. No comment or eye roll. He just took his gloves off and held one hand out sincerely. I didn’t want to go near him but my teacher said I would need to be “mature” if I wanted to maintain my A grade.
So I was forced to parter with him. He held my hands gently, and placed his thumbs on top of my hands. Still not a word, he stares at me. No smile or any expression. It was just the most intense gaze I have ever seen. He towers over me, I keep breaking the gaze by turning my head away but every time I looked back his eyes were still in the same place, burning a hole through me! I’ve never seen anyone so fixated on anything so intensely, it’s like I was the only person in the room with him. I look up into his eyes and his pupils were dilated and his jaw was tight. So serious.
I felt really awkward and flushed bright red. I ended up saying “I think we’re doing it!” And he responded “it just feels natural”. They’re the only words he had said to me the whole time. The dance went on for about 15-20 minutes but it felt like hours.
He was really close to me, like I felt suffocated. His hands were sweating by the end of session.
That was also what turned out to be his last day of school. He dropped out and got a job. I never saw him again. Never heard anything.
I just still to this day wonder what I had done to make him dislike me so much.
What do you guys think? What was his deal?
