Post by justanotherperson123 on Jan 12, 2017 19:43:45 GMT -5
Ok so just a warning im not even sure if this is gonna make sense but here it goes...
Ok so im not really sure whats wrong with me lately with so many things that hit me hard all at once. I just overall feel so depressed and cant do anything about it...
I feel so alone even tho i have friends... Furthermore, theres this boy (my bff) that i used to like who now likes me and then theres also daily life problems with school and family (which is the reason y i wanna isolate myself from everyone else)... Ok so im not gonna go into details but theres this one thing in my life that meant so much to me and my fam and i gave everything i got but inth e end i still failed at it.. And i keep failing at it even now and im still giving all i got.... The problem is im positive i cant keep it up anymore and im just letting myself down... But the other problem is i dont wanna let mu family down either sooo im not really sure what i should so.... I tried giving them hints that i wanna give up too but they just kept ignoring me and kept telling me shits that i didnt need to hear... Its just overall very very depressing. I feel like no one understands me so i cane to the conclusion that i needed time for my life to think and isolated everyone... I know its wrong but what can i do? I feel like its the best thing i can do right now.... But then again.... Im just so confused and dont know what i should do....
XD sorey if this didnt nake any sense im just basically rambling but yeah if u can help me then please lol... Well thx in advance
Ok so im not really sure whats wrong with me lately with so many things that hit me hard all at once. I just overall feel so depressed and cant do anything about it...
I feel so alone even tho i have friends... Furthermore, theres this boy (my bff) that i used to like who now likes me and then theres also daily life problems with school and family (which is the reason y i wanna isolate myself from everyone else)... Ok so im not gonna go into details but theres this one thing in my life that meant so much to me and my fam and i gave everything i got but inth e end i still failed at it.. And i keep failing at it even now and im still giving all i got.... The problem is im positive i cant keep it up anymore and im just letting myself down... But the other problem is i dont wanna let mu family down either sooo im not really sure what i should so.... I tried giving them hints that i wanna give up too but they just kept ignoring me and kept telling me shits that i didnt need to hear... Its just overall very very depressing. I feel like no one understands me so i cane to the conclusion that i needed time for my life to think and isolated everyone... I know its wrong but what can i do? I feel like its the best thing i can do right now.... But then again.... Im just so confused and dont know what i should do....
XD sorey if this didnt nake any sense im just basically rambling but yeah if u can help me then please lol... Well thx in advance
