Post by meontheinside on Jun 21, 2016 9:56:58 GMT -5
Hey I am here for the second time...
How do you determine you sexuality? All my life I have been into boys but recently I have been thinking I might be a lesbian.
It all started when my friend showed me "dangerous woman" by Ariana Grande and I was turned on, but I don't know if it was the music or her. So now I have been looking at girls differently, but not in a sexual way (i don't think so at least)- if anything I am envious of how they look because I don't look like them. I have watched all these coming out videos and everyone says they always knew they were different because they saw relationships differently- but I have never felt that way. I only felt different because everyone bullied me. I have also research what little science we have that goes into sexuality and scientifically I am straight due to chemical balances, etc., but psychologically I might be gay, because as a child I was a Tomboy and never fit in with the girls so I identified more with boys therefore resulting in an attraction for girls that hasn't shown up until now?
To make matters worse I have a boyfriend who I love very much. I have never liked anyone the way I like him but I am horrified that I am going to hurt him- even though I have never liked a girl.
I know this probably sounds hilarious to anyone reading this but I am actually pretty worried about. I have experienced panic attacks over thinking about this. I don't know if I am freaking out too much because I do have the tenancy to overthink, or if I am finally discovering who I am.
Please help I need advice. How do I determine my sexuality?
How do you determine you sexuality? All my life I have been into boys but recently I have been thinking I might be a lesbian.
It all started when my friend showed me "dangerous woman" by Ariana Grande and I was turned on, but I don't know if it was the music or her. So now I have been looking at girls differently, but not in a sexual way (i don't think so at least)- if anything I am envious of how they look because I don't look like them. I have watched all these coming out videos and everyone says they always knew they were different because they saw relationships differently- but I have never felt that way. I only felt different because everyone bullied me. I have also research what little science we have that goes into sexuality and scientifically I am straight due to chemical balances, etc., but psychologically I might be gay, because as a child I was a Tomboy and never fit in with the girls so I identified more with boys therefore resulting in an attraction for girls that hasn't shown up until now?
To make matters worse I have a boyfriend who I love very much. I have never liked anyone the way I like him but I am horrified that I am going to hurt him- even though I have never liked a girl.
I know this probably sounds hilarious to anyone reading this but I am actually pretty worried about. I have experienced panic attacks over thinking about this. I don't know if I am freaking out too much because I do have the tenancy to overthink, or if I am finally discovering who I am.
Please help I need advice. How do I determine my sexuality?
